seriously, I have had like eight nose bleeds in three day… its really fucked up.
And no… I am not doing cocaine… I think it is just the stress of the sickness… My head has been hurting for like a week now… and it developed into a cough and a sneeze cold type thingy… This is frustration… cause I hate moving and I hate being sick… SERIOUSLY HATE THEM BOTH more than you can even imagine… life is good other than that… I really like the apartment that me and my homie landed in Cedar Park. Its pretty fucking nice. I cannot wait until we are all moved in, and away from Austin… Darts and certain friends are are all that tie me to Austin now. And I suppose my job… bleh. I do love my coworkers and my job, but I am running a little on empty there lately… I have turned into more of a machine than a human there. This blog is getting lame and whiny… SO LETS FUCK SHIT UP REAL QUICK!
A warmth flew into the room as you left my mind last night,
In the city lights I saw the mercy fade and defile the Gods.
One by one the odds change in flavors even your eyes can taste,
The triumphant waste the opportrunites given by solid pastures.
The lingering laughter voids the hatred once felt by the let down,
I help her finally drown as I hold her under the pools of sweat.
Lifeless eyes beset the glory that is the powerful and devine,
The stars align and prove that I must follow the path of a grey dawn.
Yeah I hate this thing I just wrote… sincerely, but I promised I would post what I freeeeeeeflizzzowed… so fuck it… night night kiddos and kidettes!
